Why do I worry?

Sometimes i have to laugh at myself.. I worried about something the devil uses against alot of girls and women.. Even after all I have overcome, i worried about something from my past.. During this situation i had to tell myself .. that I am NOT the same person!! I am not like i used to be.. and the devil can’t make me feel any different.. I remembered Jeremiah 29: 11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. ♥  .Let me remind you that worry only tells God we doubt him. I worried last night and a little this morn.. only to have him show me once again that he only has good plans for me!!  As i was in the dr office… and was feeling better.. i heard God say WHY DID YOU DOUBT ME… i said i didn’t doubt you, i doubted me.. he said IF I AM IN YOU WHY WOULD YOU DOUBT YOURSELF!! WOW.. talk about feeling low.. and ashamed.. we have to claim the power and beauty and grace we have when we are truly born again… God’s word is truth and life.. LIVE HIM LOUD!!!

Family Devotional

What´s on Your Label?
Mealtime Prayer: “Dear Lord, a name isn’t something I can see or taste or touch. But help
me to remember that it sticks with me wherever I go. Amen.”
Appetizer: Grab three cans of food from the cupboard. What things on the label make customers
want to buy them? If your mom and dad were cans in a supermarket, what good
things would you put on their labels? “Hard worker”? “Good cook”? “Generous neighbor”?
What labels would you have?
Main Course: If you had to choose between “Slimy Green-Grass Pudding” and “Chocolate
Delight,” which would you choose? How did the name of the label affect your decision?
How are people also labeled by their actions? What labels do we give others? What
label do your neighbors know you by?
First Samuel 18:30 says, “David met with more success than the rest of Saul’s officers,
and his name became well known.” David’s name is carried on to this day. What good
things is David remembered for?
Table Talk:
• How will others treat you if your name is respected? If it isn’t respected?
• What can you do to make sure you have a good name? (Read Proverbs 3:3–4.)
• What label would you give yourself?
Vitamins and Minerals: “A good name is more desirable than great riches”
(Proverbs 22:1).
GOOD NAME 65

And Some Wonder What’s Wrong With Kids Today… GEESH!!

FORGIVENESS

Forgiveness!! Pretty ugly word sometimes, huh? The act of forgiveness caused me suffering, tears, heartache & pain for a season.  But after the initial “culture” shock it started to  feel good.  It felt so good to let God have the suffering, tears and heartache.  It was like I switched from suffering from what I was going through to suffering from God!  That made it worth every tear and every ounce of heartache.  I heard Tony Evans say “Move over and let God knock him down. “  I heard that and was like oh.. if i don’t worry about it anymore and let God deal with it that’s less stress for me.. Sounds easy, huh?  Well keeping my mouth shut when i felt the spirit leading me to was NOT so easy.. I would slip every now and then and say my two cents, only to have God deal with me about my actions.  It would get easier and easier and easier to keep quiet and let God issue his consequences for the things coming against me.  So many times we feel we have to protect ourselves.  We have to stand up for us, at that moment or we are wimps or not respected.  But on the flip side of that.  It’s when we stay quiet and let God stand up for us it is SO much more affective!!   God has a much better way of the revenge we so despretly seek.  If you have forgiven someone or are slowly working towards forgiving someone, or if your heart is hardened and forgiveness seems far away then this is for you!  We have to keep ourselves right in God’s eyes and what the other person(s) are doing is between them and God.  This is my two cents on the whole forgiveness thing.  Once i changed my thinking of suffering from the wrong against me to suffering for the God who loves me it was so easy to do the right thing according to the bible.  Let me break that down.  Instead of suffering because of the situation, i chose to suffer humility and letting go of pride and treating the other (s) involved with love and forgiveness.  I hope that makes a little more sense.

I will leave you with these scriptures that i used to keep my mind focused!

Passage 1 Peter 4:19:

19Wherefore let them that suffer according to the will of God commit the keeping of their souls to him in well doing, as unto a faithful Creator.

Passage Philippians 4:8:
8Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Passage John 8:32:
32And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

Passage Romans 8:37:
37Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

Passage Romans 12:17:
17Repay no one evil for evil, but take thought for what is honest and proper and noble [aiming to be above reproach] in the sight of everyone.(A)

Passage Deuteronomy 31:6:
6Be strong, courageous, and firm; fear not nor be in terror before them, for it is the Lord your God Who goes with you; He will not fail you or forsake you.

Ideas to Make Life Easier

http://livinglindsay.com/fwd-make-your-life-easier-brilliant-little-ideas

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Hull strawberries easily using a straw.

Simplify your life #1

Rubbing a walnut over scratches in your furniture
will disguise dings and scrapes.

Simplify your life #2

Remove crayon masterpieces from your TV or
computer screen with WD40.

Simplify your life #3

Stop cut apples browning in your child’s lunch box
by securing with a rubber band.

Overhaul your linen cupboard, store bed linen sets
inside one of their own pillowcases and there will
be no more hunting through piles for a match.

Simplify your life #4

Pump up the volume by placing your iPhone & iPod
in a bowl. The concave shape amplifies the music.

I call this the “iBowl” – haha :)

Simplify your life #5

Re-use a wet-wipes container to store plastic bags.

Simplify your life #6

Add this item to your beach bag. Baby powder
gets sand off your skin easily, who knew?!

Simplify your life #7

Attach a Velcro strip to the wall to store soft toys. (Love this idea!!!)

Simplify your life #8

Use wire to make a space to store gift wrap rolls
against the ceiling, rather than cluttering up the
floor.

Simplify your life 39

Find tiny lost items like earrings by putting a
stocking over the vacuum hose.

Simplify your life #9

Make an instant cupcake carrier by cutting
crosses into a box lid.

Simplify your life #10

For those who can’t stand the scrunching and
bunching: how to perfectly fold a fitted sheet.

Simplify your life #11

Forever losing your bathroom essentials? Use
magnetic strips to store bobby pins, tweezers
and clippers, behind a vanity door

Simplify your life #12

Store shoes inside shower caps to stop dirty
soles rubbing on your clothes. And you can
find them in just about every hotel. Brilliant!!

Simplify your life #12

A muffin pan becomes a craft caddy. Magnets
hold the plastic cups down to make them
tip-resistant.

Simplify your life #13

Bread tags make the perfect cord labels.

Simplify your life #14

Bake cupcakes directly in ice-cream cones, so
much more fun and easier for kids to eat.

Simplify your life #15

Microwave your own popcorn in a plain brown paper
bag. Much healthier and cheaper than the packet
stuff.

Simplify your life #15

Install a tension rod to hang your spray bottles.

Simplify your life #16

Turn your muffin pan upside down, bake cookie-dough
over the top and voila, you have cookie bowls for fruit
or ice-cream.

Simplify your life #17

Freeze Aloe Vera in ice-cube trays for soothing
sunburn relief.

Simplify your life #18

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Are those great ideas or what? My favorites are hanging a rod under sink to hang cleaners to create more room and I really want to try the upside down muffin pan with the cookie dough..

 

Father, son duo offer message of hope for those battling addiction

http://lufkindailynews.com/news/local/article_673d85d4-3cc3-11e1-8d3d-001871e3ce6c.html

 

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Road to recovery STEVE KNIGHT/The Lufkin News

Road to recovery

Kahil Smith, pictured, and his father Dale Ray Smith present a motivational program for those struggling with alcohol and drug addiction at 3 p.m. on Saturday at Kiwanis Park in Lufkin.

Posted: Thursday, January 12, 2012 1:15 am

By STEVE KNIGHT/The Lufkin News

“There is hope.”

That will be part of the message when a father and son come together at 3 p.m. on Saturday at the first pavilion at Kiwanis Park in Lufkin to present a motivational talk for those suffering with drug and alcohol addiction.

Dale Ray Smith and his son, Kahil Smith, have both been in and out of prison and have struggled with alcohol and drug addiction. Dale Ray Smith, who was addicted to drugs for more than 20 years, became a certified chaplain and now speaks at youth rallies, juvenile detention centers, jails, community organizations and recovery programs.

Lufkin-resident Kahil Smith was addicted to alcohol for more than seven years and now mentors at-risk youth through the Alcohol and Drug Abuse Council program.

Kahil Smith still finds himself in jail occasionally — this time on the other side of the bars, working with and counseling inmates.

“I don’t want (kids that I mentor) to end up where I was. I tell them, but I also show them. I actually show them where I’ve been. I was hopeless about 11 months ago,” Kahil Smith said. “I was just walking up and down the street. My drug of choice was alcohol. How did I get there? I got there by blaming other people. I was like that for seven or eight years. I was burglarizing buildings to support my alcohol habit.”

Sober for 11 months, Kahil Smith said he wants to share his story with others.

“I was nothing but a coward because every time something happened in life, I would run and drink alcohol. It wasn’t all right, though,” he said. “It became magnified, and the problems became bigger and bigger. One day I was looking out the window and I saw everyone else going to work. I said, ‘I want to be like that. I’m tired and I need some help, but I can’t do this by myself.’”

Dale Ray Smith’s book “From Hell and Back” will be available for purchase Saturday.

The event is free, but donations are accepted and snacks will be available.

For more information, call Kahil Smith at 240-2246 or visit his Facebook page.

Steve Knight’s email address is sknight@lufkindailynews.com.

It isn’t a Penalty If You Don’t Get Caught

As I was reading the yahoo news this afternoon I saw, once again Tim Tebow’s name.  This time the headline was “Was Tim Tebow’s game-winning touchdown illegal?  The writer goes on into how there were only 6 men lined up on the line of scrimmage when the NFL rules say there has to be seven. Read more »

We work out what God works in

Jenn here.. Talking today about how we work out what God works in. Abiding in Christ is initiated by God’s Grace, but we grow in that relationship as we work out what God has worked in us. If we focus too much on God’s activity, we can become complacent and think spiritual growth is his responsibility. But if we focus too much on our work, we can begin to think proudly, that we are doing it all ourselves, or we can think despairingly that no fruit we produce will ever meet God’s approval. What is God working in you???

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Music Boat with Jenn & Haley

Day 1 music boat:

The taxi ride over was NOT fun!! I was scared. Stressed and thought the cab was gunna literally fall apart!!??

Once we got to the port it was soo much easier once we found the primier staff. As we wait in line to get our industry info chris august walks by  and i was all like that chris august!!!Working at a radio station i didnt think i would get star struck but chris august got me!! They escorted us right on into the VIP room. With CHRIS AUGUST, matt hammond and bart millard!!  Thats all before we got on the boat!! We got to meet michael tate about 3 hours after we got on board!! We havent even set sail yet!! Oh yeah i found the icecream!!!

We have set sail !!! It was pretty rough at first the ship rocking and all. Neither me or haley took any kind of seasickness meds!! Gunna try our luck. Waiting in line for the chris august & newsboys concert got really rough. Thought i was gunna hurl!! But i started singing to take my mind off of it. Then chris august and newsboys distracted us with an awesome concert!! Newsboys is up there with skillet in my book when it comes to a great show!!

 

Day 2 music boat

Slept real good!! Actually coulda slept til noon but as soon as i saw daylight i was up and adam!! Ready to go work out with rob dempsey & phil and amy pharam. 7 am Walked out to 40 mph winds on the sports level to work out met up with michelle yonkman. Yes that means haley slept in. What a work out!! I didnt remember signing up for lunges!!!

Work out complete!! Now getting ready for key west. Walked and shopped close to the boat. Back on the boat laid out in the sun on the top of the boat. Still no sea sickness. Ate some lunch then off to the gathering. Got to meet duncan the drummer from the newsboys!!! Yeah baby!! And the singer of the side walk prophets. !!:) shot a video for next years music boat video. Talked to chris august… Again  im so star struck!!!one of my favorite moments… Chris august walking in the industry gathering bare foot towel around his shoulder shoes in his hand. Says i guess i should put my shoes on. Sits in the main floor wipes his bare feet with his towel and puts his shoes on.  And they gave the list of next years line up!! Red, royal tailore, jamie grace, building 429, kutless, group 1 crew,  mandisa, laura story, natalie grant sanctus real, peter furler, classic petra, newsboys and dara mclean.it will b going toGrad turks& kacosislands.   They are giving us the option to rebook for next year not sure what to do!! Will i get the station room  or should i book my own. How can i get my mom and dad on next years cruise? Now off to the room to chill before  waiting in line to see mercy me!! Waited 45 min!!heather williams was before mercy me.  She had her daughter sing a songwith her. ADORABLE!! She told a little of how she lost her son and the struggle and how she wrote a song of victory from it.  bart millard has the voice of a thousand angels!!! So annionted!!Barts message was about how the god of everything longs for us!! Even looking out off the boat at gods creation that he longs for us. Not the stuff!! He longs for the very ones that fight him.And think we have a better plan than him. Mess things up over and over he longs for us. How some of us in the ministry might get tired of it. And wonder if its all worth it when life comes against us and the devil says that what we do is insignificant, that theres a BIG GOD that longs for us and if we are able to reach others that IT IS WORTH IT!! Formal dinner night then off to change the headed to karioke with the newsboys then to see chris august again. Hes working on a new album. We heard a new song called amen. ;)

Day 3 music boat

I have to say that for our first cruise music boat was the best choice!! Being around so many d christians is nice. This is what  heavan is going to be like. People smiling back at u when u smile at them. Heck people smiling at u first!! Once on the boat for a day or so its like u make a point to make contact with everyone. People helping others. People with handicaps being taking care of first and with respect.

We woke up at about 9. Went and had breakfast then off to wait in the autograph line for chris, news boys sanctus real and mercy me. Did i say wait in line cause we waited a LONG time. But well worth it!! Then off to a quick lunch as we see cozumel in the horizon!! Hurry of to change to go into cozumel and SHOP, ZIPLINE & SNORKEL!! The zipline experience was AMAZING!! The crew made it so much fun!! We started out rock climbing ( which i went all the way to the TOP)then over suspended bridges to zipline once again!! Oh yeah cant forget the rapelling off the 60ft high tower!!! Haley beat me to the bottom, only because i forgot to let go of my rope to let myself down. It was awesome!! Highly recomended excursion. After the zipline we were off to snorkel !!! We get our fins and snorkles and off into the water we go!!! I jump off the peir into the water then i remember that i get sea sick when i snorkel!! Haley wasnt to sure about it when we first started but was pointing fish out to me by the time we got done. At this point im just trying to keep from throwing up!!praying for my feet to just touch the land.  I just wanted my feet on the beach!! Haley enjoyed it soo much!! Then off to get our free soda and get my balance back. Haley was taking picture after picture!!! It was a small place we were at on the excursion but was full of amazing beauty!!! All god’s creation. Thats one thing music boat exposes you to is alot of gods creation. Haley even said i dont like beaches but i love this place its so pretty i dont want to leave  The van ride back was worth the whole trip haley was talking to all the others in van about how much fun she had!! We hurry back to get good seats for chris tomlin!! And i do mean hurry!! I was willing to miss chris to stay at the beach but haley was like heck no its chris tomlin we are not missing him!!  So we get back to the ship and its time to wait in line for good seats to see chris and haley HAS to have a shower.. So being the nice mom i throw on some clean clothes fix my saltwater pony tail and off to wait in line almost an hour early to see chris tomlin. Things we do for our kids.  Chris opens up with our god. And by the way i am sitting because i am so tired. What an amazing three days this has been!! Haley even said the days just keep getting better!! Another thing i realized on music boat is that some of the distinctive sounds on some of our favorite songs dont come from our favorite singers they come from their guitar players. Like the whoa ohhh from i will follow. And on …

Let faith arise was sooo annointed!!As a kid he had a desire to write songs that would help people praise god. Chris quoted-God doesnt speak english he speaks the world. After chris we ran into town got haley a braid and some souveiners. Back on the boat 10:19 pm we are sitting on the top deck in lounge chairs waiting to hear the sidewalk prophets!! And they dont start til 11.. Gotta get here early to get good seats to see the concert up close. Dave from the prophets has a voice of an angel!!And is from the cornfeilds of indiana. In his 3rd song he brings out his bible and reminds us that gods word has power to set us free. During the concert i notice an eldery lady in a wheelchair that is singing and praising. And it hits me like a ton of bricks ( at this point i am in tears)that she prob sits at home listening to her christian radio station back home for comfort and peice when she might be alone. And without doing what we do as a radio station do what would she have?? How would she hear the sidewalk prophets chris august mercy me… Thats  y i do what i do. Thats y i gotta keep doing what i am doing even during the times i dont feel its worth the extra mile and that i complain.  As they are doing u loved me anyway an announcement came over the loud speaker nobody could hear it over the music. I find it funny that nobody cared to find out what it said.. We coulda been sinking and nobody was worried.  After the sidewalk prophets i go get me another bowl of ice cream yes another bowl, waiting for the monster deck party. Keep  in mind that it is midnight.  The carnival dancers come out and have music boaters do the electric slide, cha cha slide, chicken dance and the train. Everyone old and young was having a BLAST.  The sidewalk prophets are still behind the stage signing and taking pics!! We get our pic with the whole group. As were talking to them the monster deck party is dancing to the chicken dance and a couple of the band members start dng the chicken dance. Off to our beds at this point. Its around 1230 am

 

Day 4 music boat

Woke up thought it would be like 11. Nope 8 o clock. So i lay there to not wake haley up finally 830 im up putting my hair in a ponytail get dressed and out the door. Morning worship with the museum. Ben from the museum talked about how we as a church should make sure that we as a church should pass god onto our next generations to fill up our mega churches that we have  built. Ate breakfast haley is still asleep. Then i go back change into my swim suit, haley is still asleep pillow over her head. I go to the top deck by the waterslide and lay out. Haley is still asleep. I look at the water slide that i talked so much about like how many times i would slide and push little kids outta my way to slide down. And i am so tired from concerts and fun to even slide that i dont even slide once. Haley finally surfaces around 11 we grab lunch and go back up to the room and she changes. Back up to the pool deck to listen to some ashes remain and soak up the beautiful sun.   As we are laying out its so nice to see all the families sliding, laughing eating and bonding. I have seen husbands and wives enjoying the sun & fun. I have seen old and young having the time of their lives.  I cant help but wonder what each family’s life is like at home.  We go back to the room clean up re pack everything getting ready to disembark tomorrow. Off to the group leader meeting @ 3. I hope to be able to be a group leader and sign bunches of families up to enjoy this same incredible experience.. Im gunna get the church educated about the cruise and payment plan. Maybe i can sign enough up to pay for my room. Then back to the room to chill and off the finally find the gym. Yes the gym that i never made it to. But it was awesome. Its at the front of the ship where the windows are the front of the ship. So, had i gotten on the treadmill i would have had the best treadmill view i have could ever imagine. We walk around the carnival store haley finds a bubble gum sucker. Then off to wait in line to see tom richter, jared emerson and isreal houghton and the new breed. Tom ricther had us laughing. Jared emersons painting of our savior was beautiful as always. They auctioned it off right on the spot. It went for 4,000 towards world hope. Isreal and the new breed are a great show. Like a big church service!! Makes me feel like i am back home at clawson assembly of god. Isreal san the very same power that rose him from the dead lives in us!!! Tears and chill bumps came over me. His mother was pregnant at 17 kicked out of her parents home and split fom his dad at 8 mths preg. She had so much pressure to have an abortion as she was walking down the street one day with all the weight of the world on her shoulders a woman stopped her car and walked over to her and just simply said jesus loves u and u are not forgotten. They sat on the curb ans she lead his mom in a simple prayer and her life was forever changed. That proves that u dont have to cross the world to change it.. You just have to cross the street or the room. I have decided that they should change the name from music boat to ALOTTA music boat. After isreal we are off to supper. Meat loaf and gravy. And yes more ice cream. Then off to sit in the hot tub on the very back of the boat over looking the many miles of ocean and underneath the stars, moon and clouds. Off to go change to wait in line for brandon heath. Walking dwn the stairs haley’s like theres brandon!! Hes signing a cd and talking to a lady. Of course we snap pics. Now to wait in line a bout 9 oclock for his concert. Finally in to see brandon heath 10:03.  Your love your love!! I forgot how much i like him!!;) brandon and his dad used this week as a vacation.  Brandon has rented scooters twice this week. Carnival has a sign stating that they do not endorse scooters. Brandon says he does endorse them. Brandon asks what is your eden and what is your apple!! theres another vocal that i just assumed was brandon but is the keyboard player in the song you put the light. Ok so brandons 10 oclock concert was the first concert that we had people actually cut in line.  We were the 6th people in line and the line was loong and after waiting an hour in line this lady appears outta no where. So me and haley kinda debate on do we say anything or not… We are at a christian concert. But then again we got there an hour early to go in first. Me and haley decide to just position ourselves in front of her to let her know we dont appreciate her cutting all the other people who have been waiting patiently and nicely. During all this another lady attempts to go in with the 3 wheelchair ladies!!! And the staff catches it and she doesnt get in and is mad cause she didnt get in… Well the lady in front of us politely tells them that there are alot of others that have been waiting. They still dont move!! Well the doors open granted i have told haley i would run block for her to get in. A nice christian block that is!!! Bhaaaa before i know it the beautiful lady in heels is plowing over me and haley i stop her until haley says mom shes trying to keep them from cutting in. That was the craziest thing ever!! We finally get in and i see haley sit at the same time a grandma does. They almost sit on each other!!! CRAZY!!  We love our artists. Lol  we get in and  get our same seats right in front of the speakers. Halfway through the concert a man and lady come in and sit to out right. Then get up walk in front of us by the stage!! Hes at least 6ft and 250.  We wait trying to be nice. Then i finally have to tap him and tell him shes trying to take pics. He kinda moves then his wife gets in front of haley. I politely tell her that were not being ugly we waited an hour in line so she can see and get good pictures.now outside for the farewell deck party. It is 11:13pm Heather williams

New band belarie

Salvador

Isreal h and new breed

 

My favorite artist part of music boat:

Chris august cmg into industry gathering bare foot. Shoes in his hand towel on his shoulder. Says guess i better put my shoes on. Sits down wipes his feet with his towel puts shoes on and starts talking. He starts telling me and haley how he was in the pool wrestling some little kid. He was all like i was like u know just throwing him around and i was like ahhhh 3 o clock.

My favorite concert: kj52 & newsboys then chris augusts 11 oclock show.

My favorite haley moments:

The first night after the newsboys cmg into the room finding the cd and the animal on the bed.

Riding back from zipline snorkel in the van.

Things i learned:

Dont wear make up to a chris tomlin concert!!

Most annointed song: let faith arise chris tomlin I SING WITH FREEDOM!!

Chris tomlin said that some of us might have came into this room at the top but some might have came in at the bottom not thinking god could hear our song!! He said we might not all have it together but we serve a god who holds us together!! We were singing my chains are gone. He said to sing with freedom.

What did i learn : i cant snorkel. And i will never take another taxi again.

Alotta music boat.

 

 

 

 

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